I feel like I’m drowning in absolute chaos.
My life just seems like a giant jumbled mess of some sort.
I don’t know what I want, what I’m looking for.
I have no set goal for myself and it’s making me feel overwhelmed with the other things that are going on.
I hate having these lost moments.

I feel like I’m stuck in some vicious circle.
Sleep. Wake up. Shower. Eat. Run in a circle. Babysit for a ridiculous amount of time. Go home. Eat. Repeat.
That is how I’m being forced to spend my days as of late.
I never have any more than 2 hours to spend doing what I want to do.
I feel like babysitting is worse than being employed at a fast food restaurant.
At least if I was working there for these hours I’d be making a hell of a lot more money.
UGH.
I’m just sooooo frustrated.
I can’t wait to start school and be done with this.
Actually dedicate my time to something useful and worthwhile.

weareallwalkingtravesties:

A Shot Across The Bow by Mayday Parade.

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I don’t want to go through life as an ordinary person.
I wan to do something with myself, something I can be proud of, be happy about.
I want to do something spectacular.
I want to find that thing I’m meant to do.
Even if it makes me different from everyone else.

The human race is just a huge disappointment.

Life was much easier before this.
Can I go back?
I don’t have the will to pull through and move forward…

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kerrimaryberry:

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t-h-a-t-c-h-i-c-k:

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pilgrimkitty:

awesome.

I’m going to repeatedly reblog this.

So much hope.

This gave me chills.

this is pretty fantastic

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